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    After taking a hard hit on the ice, Shane Hollander wakes up--in his childhood bed. Given a second chance to try all over again, Shane embarks on a new mission: Find Ilya, fall in love, and make everything better than the first time.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Title: One More Time
    Author: fernsofgreenandblue
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    After taking a hard hit on the ice, Shane Hollander wakes up--in his childhood bed. Given a second chance to try all over again, Shane embarks on a new mission: Find Ilya, fall in love, and make everything better than the first time.

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    “Did I say something?” he asks, hyperaware of the fact that he’s probably not coming off nearly as chill and relaxed as he’d like to about this. It took him long enough to agree to Shane eating him out, and even longer still to agree to one slim finger. He’s not feeling very sex-positive right now. “Something that implied I wanted to try a vibrator?”

    (or: role reversal, gently)

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Title: easy come (easy go)
    Author: lissa_moon
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    “Did I say something?” he asks, hyperaware of the fact that he’s probably not coming off nearly as chill and relaxed as he’d like to about this. It took him long enough to agree to Shane eating him out, and even longer still to agree to one slim finger. He’s not feeling very sex-positive right now. “Something that implied I wanted to try a vibrator?”

    (or: role reversal, gently)

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    Flight 771 shouldn't have been any different than any of the hundreds of other flights that Shane has taken over the course of his career, aside from the fact that it was taking him towards his lifelong dream—towards the Olympics.

    It shouldn't have been any different.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    It is.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    “Fucking teach me, Shane”, Ilya breathed into his neck. He felt Shane shiver underneath him.
    “What?”
    “All these bad dates you go on when I'm right here. Teach me how to make you feel good. Please.”


    Inspired by the tweet by @honallov:
    "virgin ilya who is (not so) secretly so obsessed with his roommate shane and he gets jealous so so easily when shane goes on dates and one time shane comes home from a shitty date and ilya is like please please please I could do better just teach me I'll be good"

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Title: Teach Me to Be Better
    Author: flapperwitch
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    “Fucking teach me, Shane”, Ilya breathed into his neck. He felt Shane shiver underneath him.
    “What?”
    “All these bad dates you go on when I'm right here. Teach me how to make you feel good. Please.”


    Inspired by the tweet by @honallov:
    "virgin ilya who is (not so) secretly so obsessed with his roommate shane and he gets jealous so so easily when shane goes on dates and one time shane comes home from a shitty date and ilya is like please please please I could do better just teach me I'll be good"

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    In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.

    (Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Title: pavlov's dawgs
    Author: manufactory
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    In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.

    (Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)

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    Ilya considers the bag for a moment. Then he looks up at Shane, a slow, mischievous grin lighting up his face.

    “You know,” he says casually, taking a step forward. “I have heard that having sex while on mushrooms is, ah… very intense experience.”

    Shane’s jaw drops. “You can’t possibly be suggesting what I think you’re suggesting, Ilya. No. No fucking way.”

    Ilya can’t help but notice the way Shane looks at the bag, though. Despite his efforts to look annoyed, he looks… almost curious.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Title: the good times are killing me
    Author: no_ilya_thats_gross
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    Ilya considers the bag for a moment. Then he looks up at Shane, a slow, mischievous grin lighting up his face.

    “You know,” he says casually, taking a step forward. “I have heard that having sex while on mushrooms is, ah… very intense experience.”

    Shane’s jaw drops. “You can’t possibly be suggesting what I think you’re suggesting, Ilya. No. No fucking way.”

    Ilya can’t help but notice the way Shane looks at the bag, though. Despite his efforts to look annoyed, he looks… almost curious.

  7. Public Bookmark 45

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    I’m sorry. Please call me.

    Shane stared at the message, hoping to see it read and then see Ilya start typing or see Ilya’s name pop up on his screen with an incoming call. He waited five seconds for the fairy tale to come true. Ten. Thirty seconds, breathing getting harder with every passing second.

    Fuck it.

    He pressed Ilya’s photo, and then after just a moment of hovering, his thumb tapped the call icon. The ringing was worse than staring at an unchanging text screen.

    “Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.”

    “Ilya-”

    Fast-approaching light blinded Shane via the rear-view mirror, and a loud metallic explosion followed immediately after, like thunder booming a half-second after a lightning strike.

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    After their fight on Boxing Day, Shane spirals while driving. Literally everything gets worse from there.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a firefighter, and beer league hockey player in his limited free time, who prides himself on abiding by fire safety and protocol. Even if one particular attractive man makes him want to abandon his rulebook out of sheer frustration.

    Ilya Rozanov is a veterinarian who has had a non-emergency popcorn bag related fire that brought him the cutest, most prey looking man he’s ever seen and he simply must have him.

    And somehow they keep bumping into one another? Almost as if their friends know what’s happening and are manipulating them like puppets so they can fall in love and adopt five dogs?

    Or the Firefighter Shane x Veterinarian Ilya AU

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Title: Fire Safety Is Not A Laughing Matter
    Author: kinskak
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    Shane Hollander is a firefighter, and beer league hockey player in his limited free time, who prides himself on abiding by fire safety and protocol. Even if one particular attractive man makes him want to abandon his rulebook out of sheer frustration.

    Ilya Rozanov is a veterinarian who has had a non-emergency popcorn bag related fire that brought him the cutest, most prey looking man he’s ever seen and he simply must have him.

    And somehow they keep bumping into one another? Almost as if their friends know what’s happening and are manipulating them like puppets so they can fall in love and adopt five dogs?

    Or the Firefighter Shane x Veterinarian Ilya AU

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    What if Shane and Ilya are so young and dumb that they accidentally fall for each other like immediately and are too uninhibited to get in their own ways?

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    Shane fell first! No Ilya fell first! WRONG! They tripped at the same time & hit their heads together so hard they forgot they were supposed to be chill. The people yearn for soft! sexy! hockey! boys!

    (If you want more soft hockey boys this is a sequel to The Early Days)

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Title: Every man's got his patience (and here's where mine ends)
    Author: gayaf
    Series: Part 2 of when you kiss me, heaven sighs
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    What if Shane and Ilya are so young and dumb that they accidentally fall for each other like immediately and are too uninhibited to get in their own ways?

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    Shane fell first! No Ilya fell first! WRONG! They tripped at the same time & hit their heads together so hard they forgot they were supposed to be chill. The people yearn for soft! sexy! hockey! boys!

    (If you want more soft hockey boys this is a sequel to The Early Days)

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    Ilya and Shane marry after Rookie season

    Due to Shane being a little more aware of himself thanks to Yuna, over-prepared mamma bear, explaining all types of sex/attraction to him from a young age (“He needs to be prepared for anything! I am not pigeonholing my son!”), Shane knows he’s crushing on, if not falling for, Ilya.

    The butterfly effect occurs; this has only one outcome really. It’s a small thing. Tiny. When Ilya is not there for Shane’s Rookie of the Year award after-party, Shane is worried, needing to track down the other man, instead of slightly annoyed/upset that he would be without Yuna’s lessons.

    This in turn leads him to not doing shots with Scott Hunter.

    Which means only one thing: other than the whole ‘definitely being aware of falling for your rival’ tiny thing. It shouldn’t change much.

    He is not drunk on that balcony with Ilya.
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    Ilya Rozanov is married, everyone knows this. His wife, Jane, is strict, perfect, stunning, pretty, boring, and Canadian. She’s always too busy to meet the team.

    Shane Hollander is married; some people know this. He doesn’t speak about his wife Lily much, but he’s absolutely smitten with her.

    FULL BLURB AT NOTES TOO LONG

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Title: Golden Affairs
    Author: Agathawouldbeproud26
    Series: Part 3 of heated rivalry - all fics ive written
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    Ilya and Shane marry after Rookie season

    Due to Shane being a little more aware of himself thanks to Yuna, over-prepared mamma bear, explaining all types of sex/attraction to him from a young age (“He needs to be prepared for anything! I am not pigeonholing my son!”), Shane knows he’s crushing on, if not falling for, Ilya.

    The butterfly effect occurs; this has only one outcome really. It’s a small thing. Tiny. When Ilya is not there for Shane’s Rookie of the Year award after-party, Shane is worried, needing to track down the other man, instead of slightly annoyed/upset that he would be without Yuna’s lessons.

    This in turn leads him to not doing shots with Scott Hunter.

    Which means only one thing: other than the whole ‘definitely being aware of falling for your rival’ tiny thing. It shouldn’t change much.

    He is not drunk on that balcony with Ilya.
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    Ilya Rozanov is married, everyone knows this. His wife, Jane, is strict, perfect, stunning, pretty, boring, and Canadian. She’s always too busy to meet the team.

    Shane Hollander is married; some people know this. He doesn’t speak about his wife Lily much, but he’s absolutely smitten with her.

    FULL BLURB AT NOTES TOO LONG

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    Ilya is no ordinary Russian: he hates his family, is desperate to leave his country, is attracted to both men and women, and believes in soulmates.
    When he meets Shane Hollander and his hypnotising freckles, he knows his life will never be the same again. Maybe, at last, he could finally be happy.

    (Aka : I What would happen if Ilya and Shane had gotten together at 18? How would they have managed their secret relationship?)

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Title: I give up, I surrender
    Author: LiliAlhena
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    Ilya is no ordinary Russian: he hates his family, is desperate to leave his country, is attracted to both men and women, and believes in soulmates.
    When he meets Shane Hollander and his hypnotising freckles, he knows his life will never be the same again. Maybe, at last, he could finally be happy.

    (Aka : I What would happen if Ilya and Shane had gotten together at 18? How would they have managed their secret relationship?)

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    “Unlock the door, Hollander.”

    Even though Shane couldn’t hear the exact words, he knew what Ilya said. He shook his head.

    “Unlock the door, or I will break the glass. Your choice.”

    Shane’s eyes widened again and he briefly hung his head as if regretting all of his past life decisions, and Ilya heard the resounding click of the unlock mechanism.

    He felt wild, his mind in violent turmoil as he threw open the door and his palm clutched the back of Shane’s head, his fingers finding purchase in the coarse hair. “Are you listening to me?” Shane ducked his head in acknowledgment. “I’m going to call off my driver. You will not move. I am going to sit there-“ he pointed at the empty passenger seat. “-in this boring car of yours and I am going to find out why the fuck you are alone and who the fuck made you cry.”

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    Inspired by Shane’s confession in The Long Game (*mini-spoiler*) about his whereabouts after leaving a certain Montreal nightclub in January 2017, Ilya leaves the club shortly after Shane only to find him pulled over on the side of the road, devastated.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Title: (All I Need Is On) The Other Side of the Door
    Author: midwestmillie
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    “Unlock the door, Hollander.”

    Even though Shane couldn’t hear the exact words, he knew what Ilya said. He shook his head.

    “Unlock the door, or I will break the glass. Your choice.”

    Shane’s eyes widened again and he briefly hung his head as if regretting all of his past life decisions, and Ilya heard the resounding click of the unlock mechanism.

    He felt wild, his mind in violent turmoil as he threw open the door and his palm clutched the back of Shane’s head, his fingers finding purchase in the coarse hair. “Are you listening to me?” Shane ducked his head in acknowledgment. “I’m going to call off my driver. You will not move. I am going to sit there-“ he pointed at the empty passenger seat. “-in this boring car of yours and I am going to find out why the fuck you are alone and who the fuck made you cry.”

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    Inspired by Shane’s confession in The Long Game (*mini-spoiler*) about his whereabouts after leaving a certain Montreal nightclub in January 2017, Ilya leaves the club shortly after Shane only to find him pulled over on the side of the road, devastated.

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    It's Fall of 2014 and Ilya Rozanov has cut all ties with Russia. But there's no such thing as a clean break, and leaving isn't as simple as never going back.
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    Basically a very self-indulgent fic about how hard it would be for Ilya to actually move on from the pain of the past and to go no contact with his family in a timeline where Grigori is still alive. Also, Ilya deserves to be known and loved by more people than just Shane and Sveta. Forced/Found Family here we come.
    *Sequel to my canon-divergence fic "To only ever know the cold" (go read that first or this won't make sense!)

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Title: To know the sun
    Author: IbecomewhatIbelieve
    Series: Part 2 of To know the sun
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    It's Fall of 2014 and Ilya Rozanov has cut all ties with Russia. But there's no such thing as a clean break, and leaving isn't as simple as never going back.
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    Basically a very self-indulgent fic about how hard it would be for Ilya to actually move on from the pain of the past and to go no contact with his family in a timeline where Grigori is still alive. Also, Ilya deserves to be known and loved by more people than just Shane and Sveta. Forced/Found Family here we come.
    *Sequel to my canon-divergence fic "To only ever know the cold" (go read that first or this won't make sense!)

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    Ilya Rozanov spent his life surviving the wasteland alone. One impulsive button push changes that, and suddenly a 250-year-old, cryogenically frozen Shane Hollander is dropped into his life.

    Shane wakes to discover his world ended centuries ago. The new Commonwealth is cruel, irradiated, and dangerous in ways he can't understand. His only chance at surviving it is Ilya, a man who knows exactly how to survive it... and who has no idea what to do with someone who hasn't been broken by it yet.

    Somewhere between staying alive and finding purpose, survival starts to feel a lot like home.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    It's time for Ilya to come out to his team and tell them about his engagement to Shane. He decides that the most fun way to do this would be to bring Yuna to Bring Your Mom to Practice Day. Also, maybe it actually means a lot to him, too.

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    Ilya is excited to finally be able to show off his wonderful "adoptive" parents.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    What if Shane didn't make that joke at the aquarium? What if, instead, he made that joke when a certain Russian hockey player was looking over his shoulder?

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Title: Jeez, Hayd, You Gonna Get Me Pregnant Too?
    Author: thatonewriterdude, TheMostHeatedRivals
    Series: Part 4 of Cottage with the Hollanovs
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    What if Shane didn't make that joke at the aquarium? What if, instead, he made that joke when a certain Russian hockey player was looking over his shoulder?

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    The morning after Shane's heat breaks, he wakes up in an empty bed with a deep, throbbing mark on his neck and a text on his phone from Ilya that says, I am sorry. We should break the bond.

    Or, a bite in Vegas ruins everything, for a while.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Title: but I am a good dog running halfway home
    Author: Anonymous
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    The morning after Shane's heat breaks, he wakes up in an empty bed with a deep, throbbing mark on his neck and a text on his phone from Ilya that says, I am sorry. We should break the bond.

    Or, a bite in Vegas ruins everything, for a while.

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    Yes. I noticed. A pause, then: Also you looked very good out there. Almost made me forget you are my patient.

    Former patient, Shane corrected before he could even think twice about it, then cursed his own brain. He gnawed the inside of his cheek raw. 

    Mmm. Former. Another pause. Shane's mind supplied him a very unhelpful memory of Ilya's humming, felt it resonate deep inside of him, with a need he didn't want to name but could. Are you home?

    In which Dr. Rozanov gets intimate with Shane's eyes... and elsewhere.

    As of June 30, 2026, additional meta resources have been added to this work.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    David asks Ilya to Bring Your Son to Work Day

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    02 Jul 2026

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    They’re finally alone, and Shane can’t get close enough to his husband.

    Holy shit. He has a husband.

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    Wedding night sex featuring down bad Ilya and carefree, happy, slightly drunk Shane.

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