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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Once upon a time, on a cold late-winter night in 1997, Elisa consoled a recovering and grieving Goliath in the library. But what started as comfort turned into a steamy celebration that wasn't as private and unobserved as they thought.

    This is an outtake from the epilogue of "The Virtue of Broken Things."

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Vi wakes up to a morning-horny Gale and his practised tongue. I make no apologies for things I write while ovulating.

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    11 May 2026

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    8 months after Grace and Rocky arrive on Erid, Adrian and Grace have an important talk. Without Rocky.

    That’s on purpose.

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    16 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    After a close call in battle, Rolan and Nimriel have to confront the insatiable lust they have for each other. The lovers go through a full circle of emotions: anger, regret, passion, and devotion. Hiding feelings in plain sight, they succumb to each other, knowing that tomorrow may never come.

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    26 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    Vi narrowed her eyes a fraction, mischief tugging at the corner of her mouth. “And - your real name.”

    His cheeks hollowed beautifully as he sucked a breath, expression flickering with surprise, doubt, curiosity, and finally. Respect.

    “Doctor Gale Dekarios,” he admitted. “And you are?”

    Game. Set. Match.

    “Captain Violante Calder.” She grasped his hand. “Welcome to the Eurydice.”

    When his skin finally touched hers, the electricity fried every nerve. Her gaze locked to his, and for a moment, she forgot everything - the deal, the crew, the illegal cargo. Then the heat she’d desperately been ignoring finally broke through, roaring and undeniable.

    Gods, he might be the most infuriating man she’d ever met. But she also wanted him biblically.

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    12 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    Rolan finds himself a secret admirer. Well, secret would be a blessing. This admirer, this damn bard, did anything but keep it a secret. Nirvana. Quite the opposite of what Nirvana actually means. Yet at every turn, she still seems to show up. Fawning over him. Caring. Godsdammit.

    And if the world was perfect, you would be gone without a trace
    But since the world could never be that great
    I'll just hate your stupid face

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    03 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 4

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    Rolan learns that thanking Cressida for saving his family with gold was not the sort of gratitude she was looking for. Which means he will have to think of a way to both thank her and make up for the misunderstanding.
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    OR: These two idiots finally do something about their feelings.
    (Can be read on its own or with the rest of the series)

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    03 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    When Tav decides it's time to make things right by sneaking back into the Sorcerous vaults and returning a few stolen tomes, she gets more than she bargained for after getting caught by the new owner.

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    29 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 28

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    Rolan has only ever had Cal and Lia. They insist he's family, but he doesn't even need that. He's never needed or wanted anything more.

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    This was supposed to be a one-shot from Rolan's POV about his evolving relationship with Tav largely following the canon of the game. It got a bit out of control, so I had to split it into two chapters.

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    29 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 15

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    “Shouldn’t we go and tell Cazador?” she asked.

    “I do not give a damn what we should and shouldn’t do, darling,” Astarion said, his hand closing around her wrist. “You are coming with me.”

    Her hand was shaking in his as he pulled her out of the elevator and made straight for his rooms. He could hear the thrumming of her heart, the blood pumping through her body way too fast. Sweat was beading on the nape of her neck, her throat hot and tight, preventing her from taking deep, long breaths as she knew she should, and …

    “Astarion, are you alright?” Thea’s tone was calm, not a trace of fear to be found.

    And Astarion realized with a start that he was the one who was shaking.

    Shit. This could not be happening.


    Or: Mafia!Astarion has lots of feelings about his chemist girlfriend and needs to bang his way to a confession.

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    27 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 48

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    “But I’ve read widely on the topic! I have studied all the great works on the art of lovemaking! I know all the positions, all the techniques — I’m practically already an expert!”
    Oh, you poor fool.
    Vivian couldn’t help but smile as she closed the distance between them. “I’m sure you think that way, equation boy,” she said, reaching for a strand of his long, brown hair and tucking it behind his ear. “But see, the thing is this …” She leaned in close and whispered, “This is an empirical science. You can really only learn it by trying it out yourself. Getting your hands a little dirty, so to speak.”

    Or: The one in which I give Rolan an Academia AU where he learns what he cannot learn from books and gathers the courage to stand up to his cruel master.

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    27 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    “Fine,” she said. “Do you know the statistically most common way for the authorities to take out organized crime?”
    Well, if that was her idea of enticing conversation, it was no wonder she had all those evenings free to chase after scoundrels like him. Still, Astarion didn’t want to antagonize her further and ruin the game, so he pursed his lips and guessed, “A very large, well-placed cannon?”
    “Tax fraud.”
    She looked at him as if she expected some sort of reaction – maybe a dramatic gasp? A palm flung to his forehead in a theatrical rendition of How could I not think of this?
    Everything he could muster was a blink. “Tax … fraud.”
    She nodded, obviously excited about what Astarion was sure were two of the most boring words in the English language, combined.
    "That's how we'll take down Cazador."

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    27 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 24

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    It all started with the Nautiloid. There was a before, certainly. Isotta had been a scholar and a storyteller—an ethnographer—but not a mage. She had traveled the whole of Faerûn, exploring and cataloguing the people who called the material plane home. Where a wizard might hoard knowledge, Isotta sought to share it. Everything around them was just one big story, after all.

    There was also a magnificent wizard named Rolan who had the misfortune to be born a tiefling. He also had the misfortune to meet a bard who claimed to be a scholar, named Isotta. Despite his best efforts to evade her, she repeatedly inserted herself into his life until he finally had no choice but to tell her he loved her, in his own way, and ask her if she might love him too—because why else could someone be so insistent on meddling if not for love? And then, dear reader, she rejected him.

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    The Way of the Wanderer is my love letter to Baldur’s Gate 3 and the grumpiest wizard deserving of love.

    Or: Never write anything down that you don’t want Volo, the capitalist opportunist, to steal and publish.

    Includes plot from Acts 1-3, and then continues after the events of BG3.

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    26 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    “I’ll not gamble our lives, our futures, on people who are as good as dead. We must leave for Baldur’s Gate—at once.”

    Aya’s heart pounded, each beat a deafening drum in her ears, drowning out the world around her. Her breath quickened, and the edges of her vision blurred as if the present was slipping away, pulling her back into the past she desperately tried to forget. That voice—it couldn’t be him, and yet every syllable tugged at memories she had locked away, threatening to unravel her composure.

    Elturel, 1480: A young ballet dancer meets an aspiring wizard when her company performs in Elturel while on tour. When she leaves, they both believe they will never see each other again.

    However, fate has other plans.

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    A Rolan x Aya fic that takes place before, during, and after the events of Baldur's Gate 3.

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    23 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 13

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    "In that case, I'm going to forget about everything that needs done come tomorrow, and carry on enjoying this delicious evening."

    "Delicious, is it?" He smirks as he pulls you slowly closer.

    The mere inch between your mouths seems electrified, lips buzzing with the thought of pressing against his, then skimming over his neck. And lower still.

    "Oh yes," you whisper, certain he can taste the alcohol on your breath from this close. "Even better than the wine."

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    22 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 86

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    Evil!Bruno, or - at least - MorallyDubious!Bruno AU. In which the reader seeks a vision, and gets more than they bargained for. Fem!Reader.

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    10 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    When the Goddess of Sex dies, Odin is desperately searching for someone to fit her role. The lust and passion are disappearing from the realms and he needs a suitable replacement. Apparently, Loki is extremely interested.

    After becoming the God of Sex, Loki hears you praying to him about how you want to lose your virginity. He's curious about you and decides he'd like to your answer your prayers in a bit more personal manner.

    Loki comes to you, ravishes you, and when neither of you can resist the temptations of one another, you quickly enter into an intimate deal full of pleasure, lust, and your complete submission.

    *Started as a one shot, now a chaptered fic!*

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    10 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 53

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    After finding themselves flung together by truly impossible circumstances, Astarion and Naivara look for comfort in each other as they travel the Sword Coast with their strange new companions, searching for a cure to the illithid parasites in their heads. However, both of them are hiding dangerous, violent secrets, and eventually their dark pasts will catch up to them, whether they're ready or not.

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    Three days ago, Astarion admitted to being a vampire spawn.

    Of course, he’d hoped to avoid the subject entirely. But after he was caught trying to bite Naivara, the elven sorcerer in this merry band of parasite infected misfits, his condition came out.

    He’d originally chosen her because she felt like the safest option, or perhaps she just seemed the least likely to ram a stake through his ribs. And he'd hoped she was the least likely to wake with his attempt.

    However, he’d been very wrong, and she had woken.

    And then everything changed...
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    10 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    - "Gale, it was amazing. I didn't, even in my wildest dreams, think pleasure could be like that." She explained with a purr. His face eased immediately and lit up with a smile, but his eyes remained cautious; he could tell there was another part of her sentence coming.
    "But...I also want to touch you. I want....I want to feel your sweat drip onto me. I want to feel your muscles tighten as you grab me. Your hands as they dig into my flesh..." She paused, a wicked gleam in her eyes. Gale felt his mouth watering. It had been quite some time since he had been with a woman in that way. After so many years with no alternative, he had started to convince himself that the astral form was the penultimate way of making love. But he couldn't deny his body lighting up in anticipation at her words. He was more than ready to be convinced otherwise. -

    After showing Tav all that was possible through magic with his astral love; she still feels a need to show him her own form of love and show him just how enjoyable the pleasure of real flesh can be.

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    08 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 11

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    Caleb and Astrid run into each other at an old haunt.

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    03 Aug 2025

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