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Multiples by sparksofinspirationflamed
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF), Dollhouse (TV 2009)
01 Jul 2026
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It was inevitable if the technology existed that it would be used and it would be abused. Given that, wasn’t it better for Phil to be a part of the Dollhouse, making sure that the Dolls were kept safe, than out there in the world obliviously letting the abuse happen? At least, that’s what he had to tell himself to come to work every morning.
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Phil Lester is a "Handler" at the Dollhouse, an underground organization that offers their elite clientele access to programmable human "Dolls": real people stripped of their memories and re-coded to become the objects of fantasy or nightmare. Phil's job is to protect his assigned Doll, Delta, from those same clients.
Phil's good at his job, and so is Delta, until someone from the Doll's past life recognizes him in the field. In order to cover it up, the Dollhouse makes an unusual decision: reprogram Delta with his original Personality, at least for a little while.
And so Daniel Howell wakes up. And nothing is how he expected.
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OR: The Dollhouse AU. Please read the opening Author's Note for further context, but no worries, this fic stands alone from the show, contains no spoilers, and requires no background knowledge.
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days in hidden caves by obsoletecartography
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
30 Jun 2026
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There’s an itch under Dan’s skin, the way there always is when he goes to visit his mother. Just a little thing, uncomfortable, like the world has tipped gently sideways. The infrequent occasions where he does go to visit, he nearly always goes alone. For obvious reasons.
(2017. dan and phil go to visit dan’s mum, and dan nearly can’t bear it.)
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30 Jun 2026
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Darling, your head's not right by Ren_Saxon for skyisyapping
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
18 Jun 2026
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Phil stays quiet, his lips pressed together, until they’re all sat in their living room, Dan next to Phil on the sofa with far more space between them than they usually have, looking around helplessly.
“Just what exactly do you remember?” he asks Dan.
“Uh,” makes Dan. “I know my name is Dan. They told me.”
Dan has a ski accident and loses his memory. Phil can't do anything but offer him a home - Dan finds that said home is quite obscure.
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19 Jun 2026
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please be rude by genderthief2
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
13 Jun 2026
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“That man,” says Phil, “just kissed that other man. On the lips.” He says it like he’s the one who orchestrated the whole thing, the twat.
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- Part 2 of everywhere we've ever been and when
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15 Jun 2026
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Nothing like Notting Hill by Strawggle
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
26 May 2026
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Phil lives a simple life in his family’s bookstore. He doesn’t have big dreams, his friends and his little bit of stability are enough for him. Until one day, Hollywood star Daniel Howell happens to walk into his bookstore by chance. And from that moment on, nothing is ever the same again.
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Or... who doesn’t love rewatching ’90s romcoms like Notting Hill?
Phil is the Hugh Grant of the story, Dan is the Julia Roberts, and the vibes of the movie are definitely there (though there are still plenty of surprises along the way).- Language:
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07 Jun 2026
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You, soft and only by Suvroc (cuteandillusion)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
29 May 2026
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INT. PHIL'S BEDROOM - 3:34 AM
A time capsule of early moments of youth, when the terrors and wonders of the future remain hidden, and yet all that exists at the present moment seems... well. Phil still can't believe Dan is really here.
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31 May 2026
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Deciding not to push his luck and reveal his hand too much, Dan intentionally missed the next shot. He wanted Phil intimidated. He wanted him to be forced to show his skill off a little bit more, floundering to catch up, asking himself what went wrong the same way Dan had been doing all night.
Dan competes in pro pool tournaments, and in many circles, is considered a professional and talented player. Phil is a hustler, whose victims often don’t realize they’re being swindled until it’s too late.
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31 May 2026
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Forgiveness by watering_plastic_plants
Fandom Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
30 May 2026
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A collection of standalone fics based on each track of the album "Forgiveness" by Girlpool.
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30 May 2026
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midlife crisis by dippiptit
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
29 May 2026
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Phil Lester has been on the internet for almost twenty years.
He has a successful channel, a popular podcast, a home he loves, and a life that turned out exactly how he hoped it would. Which is why he can’t quite figure out why it suddenly feels like he’s stuck.The blond hair was supposed to help. It didn’t.
The tattoo, on the other hand, might be a worse idea.
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based on the cactuar tattoo incident they mention in the "our phanniversary wedding game". au, phil is a youtuber, dan is a tattoo artist. :) -
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“You work and you live together?” someone had asked. “How have you not killed each other yet?”
Dan threw a glance behind him, beaming and radiant. “I did,” he said. He elbowed Phil in the ribs, the most physical contact they were willing to risk in such a crowded room. “I replaced this one with a clone who actually takes out the bins.”
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- Part 4 of words
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29 May 2026
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Things seem to be falling into place for Phil.
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08 May 2026
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You can almost see the strings by emo_axolotls
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
01 Jul 2026
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Phil has known so many versions of Dan across time, and he has loved them all in their own ways.
But none of them was this one: his Dan, sprawled beside him in a Las Vegas hotel room two weeks after his twenty-first birthday, who is sharp and unsure and sometimes infuriating, who gives hickeys to his older self and then pretends it was nothing. This one, tonight, is the one Phil loves most of all.
A canon-inspired time-travel AU featuring secrets, yearning, self-hatred, self-love, a three-way in Vegas, and Phil Lester's unwavering belief in the red string of fate.
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phiancés by red-string-of-phate (milo_greyby)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
04 May 2026
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Dan and Phil are not getting married.
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04 May 2026
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and if i don't see ya... by crepebyradiohead
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
08 May 2026
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When you watch a man shave his face in the morning, mutter to himself while he looks for his shoes, bang his shin into the coffee table for the second time in a week and cry out in irritation—how can you help but love him?
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In a sense, Dan has known Phil all his life. Others have known him longer, known him since he took his first breath in front of a live television audience, but it seems to Dan that no one has known him better.
or: phil’s life is a tv show, and he’s the only one who doesn’t know. dan—actor, fan, hot for a badly dressed bottle blond—auditions for a leading role. this goes about as well as dan howell + reality tv stardom could possibly go.
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01 May 2026
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Under the rose by Ren_Saxon for Chesh1reC4t
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
01 Jul 2026
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He looks like he does on screen, black emo hair a little like a very attractive bird’s nest, with yellow-checkered cat ears on his head, but unmistakably Phil. Dan is shocked, genuinely, that not everyone here falls head over heels for this man immediately. Surely they must. Surely they’re just doing a better job than Dan is at keeping it in. Maybe he’s not gay, maybe this is just what Phil does to people.
“Hi,” Phil says. “You’ve got nice whiskers.”
Dan chose the safety of a girlfriend over Phil, and now he meets Phil in real life for the first time at a YouTuber meetup. And for the first time. And for the first time. And for the- It's a time loop fic.
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With a suitcase full of dirty clothes by Anonymous
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
26 Apr 2026
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He’s standing in front of Phil’s door with his suitcase full of dirty laundry and he’s feeling stupid as fuck.
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27 Apr 2026
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Phil Lester: Vampire slayer by niamhthefae
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
23 Apr 2026
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Phil and his mum have moved to Sunnydale, California. He hopes that here he will get to be normal, he won't have to hear that stupid name or see those horrible people ever again. He hopes his biggest worries will be maths homework and redying his hair.
He does not get what he hopes for. Instead he has to deal with vampires, demons, and a very attractive stranger with dark eyes and soft curls and the most beautiful smile he's ever seen.
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When the cherry blossoms bloom by PaleGlobes23
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
30 Jun 2026
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The AU where Phil stopped posting Youtube videos in the summer of 2009, before he ever knew who Dan was. Phil's life heads into a different direction that leads to the stable life he has at 35 years old. Phil is stuck in an unfulfilling relationship with a busy lawyer. Everything changes when Phil unknowingly inserts himself into a rookie lawyer, Dan Howell's, life. The wheels of fate that stopped moving in the summer of 2009 are in motion again and Phil sees what his life should have been like for all of these years.
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From A Past Life by homegrownlesbian
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
17 Jun 2026
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Dan and Phil broke up in 2017. Today, Phil is a (slutty) gay media personality with a string of unsuccessful relationships and Dan is a (closeted) standup comedian with virtually no friends. The two of them have history — a lot of it. Stalkers, birthdays, suicide attempts and radio shows. Laughter, tears, codepency, growth. Much time has passed since they decided to put an end to all that.
When Dan’s manager persuades him to go on Phil’s podcast in order to promote his new tour, the both of them reconnect, just as Dan is contemplating a public coming out. Meanwhile, having once again broken up with someone who wasn’t quite the one, Phil is starting to believe he might just not be made for relationships.
Phil loved him a lot. A lot, a lot. You look nice today. You’re so funny. Let me touch you. Kiss me, fuck me, I love you. These are things he used to hear every day. They would call each other names until one of them ran out of steam and had to say I love you. Fuck. That prickling feeling behind his eyes again.
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Other Side of the Camera by PigeonorDove
Fandoms: Dan Howell & Phil Lester - Fandom, dan and phil, Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
06 Jun 2026
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In another universe, on another continent, Phil takes that summer job and becomes stuck in a toxic cycle. Dan finds himself pursuing the more anonymous and potentially lucrative career of a camboy-turned porn actor. Their paths barely cross until a friendly conversation on a set in 2016 helps them find sweetness in this bitter world.