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    it's over now, i'm cold, alone by

    Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)  

    17 May 2025

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    When they finally find him in the cemetery, it already feels like they’re too late.
    Hankel is dead, and he's just heard the man say his last words. “Do you think I’ll get to see my mom again?”
    He’s the reason they’re his last words.

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    Snowfall Expected Around 12 AM by

    Fandoms: Stardew Valley (Video Game)  

    31 Dec 2025

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    Harvey is out for a late night walk before Pelican Town gets hit with more snow. Harvey goes out into the woods and through a small entrance into another wooded area where he finds Shane lying in the snow, bleeding from the wrists, beer spilled from a bottle nearby, and a razorblade settled between his fingers.

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    Or two old men are in love.

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    Not That Bad by

    Fandoms: Legally Blonde - Hach/O'Keefe/Benjamin  

    06 Jun 2026

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    After overthinking something Elle had said, Emmett spirals into a relapse where he turns to his blade once again, desperate to prove to himself that he can withstand worse.

    When Elle finds him in this state, she immeadiately goes to comfort him.

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    Jessalyn’s ChosenSoldier Fics by

    Fandom Clear Minds, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

    23 Jun 2026

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    In Manus Tuas, Coach by

    Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)  

    06 Jan 2024

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    They're steadily climbing the table of the Prem, Jamie's playing the best football of his life, things would be GREAT, except Roy won't stop putting his hands on him and his dad's gonna start drinking again any minute now. So if Jamie's a little tense, it's not his fault.

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    shattered glass mosaics by

    Fandom 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS

    15 Aug 2020

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    Don't Let Go by

    Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

    04 Apr 2026

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    Kaiser ticks an eyebrow up, running his fingers mindlessly through Isagi’s hair. “Yeah? You want to fuck me that badly–?”

    “I want you to meet my parents.”

    Kaiser chokes. He spits out whatever moisture was left in his mouth—and suddenly he’s missing the sewer-sludge they served him back at the bar. “You what?!”

    OR

    Kaiser meets Isagi's parents.

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    all for us by

    Fandoms: Euphoria (TV 2019)  

    23 May 2023

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    Lexi is tired of being an observer. She’s tired of worrying about everyone else, but doing nothing to intervene. When she realizes that Rue is still using, even after her almost-fatal overdose, she takes matters into her own hands, starting with Rue’s supply source: Fezco.

     

    Season 1 Divergence with a heavy focus on Fezco/Lexi. Some things are different, some are the same.

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    that's showbiz, babe by

    Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)  

    16 Aug 2025

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    Globally acclaimed rockstar Lestat de Lioncourt, also known as the Vampire Lestat, has everything he could ever want. But after he collides with a stranger who couldn’t care less about him, he realizes that there’s one thing missing.

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    A Summer Together by for CIKSYZK, chiyaqua

    Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

    08 Sep 2024

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    “The fuck are you doing here? Are you stupid or something?” The boy shines his torch in Dazai’s face, making him flinch.

    He had messily cut red hair, up to just below his chin and a short stature.

    But the first thing that Dazai had noticed was that he had the most beautiful face he had ever seen in his entire life.

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    Dazai is your very typical, rich, arrogant, city boy.

    After being caught up in things he shouldn't have been in, his mother decides to send him to a family in the countryside for the summer to fix his behaviour.

    Chuuya is a simple person who lives with his parents and has big dreams of becoming a professional basketball player one day. When a cocky brat invades your home, what are you supposed to do?

    Or

    Teen SKK Farm AU

    (Usually updates Wednesdays!!)
    (Also now available on Wattpad)

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    a locket of self desire by

    Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP  

    30 Jul 2021

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    Tommy has fucked up. Look he knows he has. He pushed people away, took his brother's meds, and caused his other brother to have a meltdown. He's done some bad things. But that's in the past and he's doing better. He's made his amends and worked on his self worth. Just because he's fucked up in the past doesn't mean he is a fuck up. He understands that. Now, over a year down the line, things... things are good.

    Of course, that changes with the appearance of a new foster kid. Who is this Ranboo guy anyway?

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    Or: the obligatory sbi foster au sequel, but with a focus on healing as a long term process.

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    You can't out run yourself by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    01 Jul 2026

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    Bucks life didn't end at 15 wen he got dragged to his first house party, by some guy on his football team he barely knew, and found out how good alcohol made him feel.

    But ist also didn't start that day

    It didn't start wen he realized his parents couldn't care less about what he did or didn't do, staying out most days until atleased 2 a.m getting drunk with people he didn't know and couldn't care to.

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    Addiction can only take as much as you let it take.

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    voicemail by

    Fandoms: Breaking Bad  

    18 Mar 2024

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    Jesse has an unfortunate relapse. If only he was lucid enough to notice the man sliding his window open.

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    I’ll love him like nobody else can by

    Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)  

    29 Jun 2026

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    Wifies was the only one of them without the courage to meet his eyes, the dog hybrid’s own empty and the defensive sort of silent he got as he stared at the floor. It was always a little sad to see. Branzy preferred when he got caught and started laughing.

    Flux, on the other hand, turned and glared at Branzy like he wasn’t currently a guest two times over.

    Working title in drafts: Purple trio but uh. Evil boyfriends

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    broken bones, empty smile (fill the void for a little while) by

    Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

    22 Oct 2023

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    Do things cease to exist, then begin anew? Or is there only one beginning and one ending, connected via a road that twists and turns with detours but never ends?

    Jisung doesn’t know. He doesn’t know if it reignited after burning out, or if the road was simply smooth for a while before a rocky surface appeared ahead. He doesn’t know if he’s been on a detour lately, or he’s just taking one now. All he knows, without question, without a doubt, is that he’s right back in the place that he’s worked so hard to claw his way out from.
    And he doesn’t resent it.

    Or; Jisung isn’t as recovered as he thought.

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    Before The Last Snowflake Falls by

    Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)  

    19 Jul 2023

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    The summer had been hot- beyond anything anyone had seen.

    Popsicles melted faster than usual, roads nearly popped tires, and training had become more of a bitch than usual to the heroics students. But it was productive. Distracting.

    Izuku never minded because at least with everything that had kept him busy, he was away from his anxiety and reminders of isolation and bad habits. But things are always complex, and well, consistent. Sick of the blaring heat, a villain with weather powers releases what Japan may consider one of the worst blizzards in history, all while in the month of June.

    When all of those distractions are suddenly stripped, leaving Izuku in isolation with his class in the dorms for a “well deserved” break, those broken bad habits soon mold back into his hands. But compared to his early years, the people around him actually begin to pay attention.

    Including a rather persistent blonde.

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    Full Year Eclipse (The Spring I Started Dying) by

    Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

    13 Mar 2026

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    Jeremy Knox has been tired since summer. Or maybe even since spring. He's not sure. He's also not sure why. Everyone else seems to have an explanation.

    OR:

    "You've seemed run-down." She went to the fridge to pull out a water bottle. "Are you eating enough?"

    "Yes." He was, mostly. He was doing his best.

    Her piercing eyes gave Jeremy another once over. "I'd like you to come to the clinic for a check-up before the semester starts. Just routine."

    "The team does physicals in September."

    "I'd like you to come in for some tests."

    He knew what that meant. He looked at his drink. "Mom. I'm clean."

    "I know," she said, but the tone meant something else: I know what you've told me, but I'd like some proof.

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    Love and Paranoia by for SoldSeparately

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    22 Dec 2020

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    When Harry finds out his soulmate is none other than Draco Malfoy, he genuinely expects his life to go to shit. It doesn't help that Draco is an addict, coasting on reality-altering highs to feel something happy, something pure just once more before the comedown. What Harry doesn't expect is to care so much that it tears him apart at the seams.

    A story about love, drugs, and getting better.

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    This Artificial Paradise by

    Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)  

    17 Dec 2022

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    “You could see drinking directly from the source akin to drinking wine", Seonghwa explained. "Most will have a glass here and there, some even every weekend, but it is generally frowned upon to overindulge.”

    “And how about you?”

    “Me?”

    Hongjoong swallowed.

    “Are you… fond of a glass of wine?”

     

    Or: Ex-drug addict Hongjoong will do whatever it takes to not let himself or the people he loves fall back into the life they worked hard to escape from.

    Vampire Seonghwa has one rule: he does not drink from humans anymore.

    They are good at breaking down each other's resolves.

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    Traveling Thieves {Dark Fantasy AU} by

    Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Empires SMP, Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series

    22 May 2026

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    A collection of all the stories in Traveling Thieves, which is my Dark Fantasy, Hybrid Slavery, super angsty AU that spawned from my Whumptober 2023 prompt fills! Currently in semi-chronological order except for the first fic in the series, which will always be “I see the danger, it’s written there in your eyes” which if anyone does want to read the series in chronological order, I’d like them to start there! ^-^ I also occasionally place some stories in specific locations that I think work best for the reading order that aren't exactly where they'd be timeline-wise!

    WARNING: THIS IS A WHUMP-CENTRIC, ANGST-CENTRIC, HURT/COMFORT (SOMETIMES NO COMFORT) DARK FANTASY AU.

    PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read the tags before you dive into any stories of this one, this series is intended to be a place for me to try my hand at writing and exploring some darker themes.

    There will be plenty of happy times in this, too, though! It's not all doom and gloom, I promise! I hope you'll enjoy!

    Ask me about the series, world building, future planning, or just come say hi! @amethystfairy1

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